substances by Maddie

TW: substance abuse, drugs, alcohol

hi my name is Maddie and I am 14 I already shared a story about depression, sh, and others but this about my substance problem.

i started smoking around 13 but really got into it at 14. I found it helpful and didn’t like myself when I was sober. It boosted my confidence. It made life better. But when I was sober I was miserable and craved for weed. I started drinking if I couldn’t have weed. If I couldn’t have one, I would have the other. This process went on for a while. Currently, I am 3 days without weed or alc!

I understand it’s bad to get sober, you have to WANT to get sober. It’s hard wanting to stop, it is.