Hospital times by Carter

TW: hospitalization, psych ward, partial hospitalization program (php)

So I’ve been in the er more times than I should have. The first time I went because I kept fucking passing out and was extremely anxious. We spent a long time there and was waiting in the waiting room for a long time at UW. And then we finally got a room, and me and mom spent awhile there and then I got a blood draw and I was there for awhile. Then finally at bedtime I left and I was medically cleared and we left during the night.

Then the second time we went to Children’s and I was in a wheel chair and it took forever for me to get a room and we spent a night over there and then in the morning I had to make a safety plan, and then we soon left.

The third time me and mom went to an air bnb and I got really bad sleep and I was up a lot and still passing out and then mom was fighting with me about the neighbors upstairs. And so we left in the middle of the night, and it was dumb and I called 911 and the cops came and then an ambulance came and I went in the ambulance. So I ended up at children’s again. And then the next day I was going to go to Newport.

And then I ended up there again for five nights and people visited me, and then I finally got dish charged. But I was going to be admitted into a psych ward, but then I left before I got admitted. Then later I went to Smokey Point but first I was going to go to my php school and I just was not feeling good at all and I saw my counselor and I just wasn’t stable enough and bit my lip, so they though they couldn’t keep me safe anymore. So they called an ambulance and they sent me to Overlake hospital and then they drove me to Smokey point. I was at Smokey point for 9 days. The food sucked and I was stuck on UR which meant I couldn’t leave this one area for the whole time.